Wednesday, March 26, 2008

This kid’s a wonder!

I have lots of thoughts running through my head constantly.  I have awesome stories I make up, cool scenarios, weird questions that I’m curious about (L can totally attest to that), and just stuff.  All up there constantly being thought up, pondered, and elaborated on.  Then…I try to get it down on paper or say it out loud to people…and the thoughts just disappear.  My mind goes blank.  Literally, they just disappear and it’s like I’ve lost a memory or some comforting thought that was always there before and is just gone. 

I feel like the girl from show, “Dead Like Me”, which by the way is an awesome show.  Bravo should bring it back.  The main girl gets killed in a freak accident (A space station explodes, and one of its toilet seats plummets to earth and hits her) and she becomes a grim reaper and has to go collect the souls of other people right before they die.  However, she has a hard time accepting this (I would as well), and keeps trying to go back to her family.  She actually goes to her house and tries to convince her mom that it’s really her (except she looks completely different now).  Everytime she tries to mention something that only they would know…she just loses the memory and it’s gone forever.  So the more she tries to tell her, the more she forgets.  That’s literally how I feel when I try to write something down or say something out loud.  It’s completely weird.

This just happened to me today.  I was daydreaming in a meeting, and I thought of a great story to write about.  I tried to jot down some notes of it during the meeting, but when I went back over the notes…it was like the unifying theme just wasn’t there.  And I totally forget what it was.  So…instead you get this.  I wish there was a way to hook my brain up to a translator that could read my brainwaves and just write down what I’m thinking in English.  I’d be the best author ever…and you wouldn’t be stuck reading my crap that makes no sense. 

Blah, I’m going to go think of some wonderful stories that will never be told.     

Posted by S in 16:33:49
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